The other day, I was looking for my car keys. The thing about my family is that we tend to take each others car, especially when its backed up in the driveway. Our driveway can only fit 1 row of car so it lines up meaning that last car gets driven by the 1st person to leave the house unless they back out all the cars behind their own car.
Anyhow, my little sister took my car but did not replace my key where keys are usually kept. I asked where she placed them and she claims that she put it where keys belong. I didn't see it so I went and dug around her purse but to no avail. Then I went into her room, thinking its on her dresser or somewhere. I then went into her nightstand to have a freaking dildo stare right at me. I'm sorry, not a dildo but dildoS! I closed it up so fast, i couldn't actually count how many were in there. I didn't confront her about it b/c I didn't want to put her on the spot. Shes 24 yrs old so she can do whatever she wants with her body.
What got me thinking was one of the dildos that actually stood out was this purple looking one. It had bumps on its shaft...??? Now why would she fantasize about having sex with a dude with STDs?
Hello all! Nice to see you again and nice to meet those of you who I have never met or subscribed to. I have decided to be here this morning to get away from myspace, facebook, and friendster to just blog. I shall come there to pour out my feelings to this thing we call the world wide web for you "e-friends." There are a selected few friends here who I know personally so that is a-okay with me to share my feelings.
Last night I was on the phone with the girlfriend. We talk regularly almost every night on the cellular phone about each other's day. I live at home and she lives with her sister. We both work in hospitals but different neighboring hospitals.We both do 12 hour shifts so there is hardly any room or time in the day to see each other. When we are both off, she has to babysit her neices, which is perfectly fine with me.
Overall, our relationship is fantastic except for one tiny problem. After we hung up last night, 5 minutes later she calls back asking about what I said many moons ago - "Remember we were arguing and you said it was over? Well I remembered what you said and I want to take you up on that." Let me bring you all up to speed: She is 5 years older than I am. She is ready to have a child and start a family while I still have ambitions and goals to fulfill and am not ready to grant her the wish shes longing for. So last night, we had a mutual breakup. As you can see, we broke up on good terms. I asked if we can still talk or communicate and she replied with, "It wouldn't be fair for me to still talk to you. Talking to you still will just make it harder for me to move on." She did ask for breathing room and that I can do but we came to the conclusion that we will still talk but not anytime soon.
She is a great individual and I would really hate to loose contact with all the wonderful people in my life, that includes family and friends! So now I am at lost for words today. I'm off of work but I lounge around the house while reminiscing our 2nd conversation last night. I feel like I am missing a big ass chunk of me but I shall move on. I have been through several heartbreaks before but this one really hits home. She was perfect but I know her biological clock is ticking and she really wants to have a family. I wish her well and I know she will have no trouble finding another companion. Farewell and hopefully I can see you again someday.
Hi again. Today is the day I would like to vent my troubles with the world.
For the past few weeks, people at work bug the fuck out of me. This is relating to hierarchy within the workforce. I usually am not the one to complain and believe in if someone slaps you on the cheek, turn and give them the other cheek. I am starting to run out of cheeks after giving my ass cheek for them to kiss. There are those who are in a higher position than I am b/c of their education. I have just as a high education as they do, if not, more. I would go more into detail about that but it is not important. There are a selected few who are fresh grads who think they are fucking hot shits. They act like the hot shit that comes out of my ass after 2 hrs of eating Thai food. Not only that, they're somewhat attractive looking so that gets to their head as well. These people are barely 21 and have no respect for the elders, who have been there before they have. I have only been there a year before they were hired and mistreat me and several older employees who has worked there before they were born (Yes, literally before they were born.) In the end, there is nothing I nor the manager can do except to just brush it off. We are all here to do 1 thing and I am there to do it and go home. I do not socialize with a couple of these people nor do I want to hang out with them after work.
This morning, I plan on going to the gym to get a little exercise. I changed my clothes, had my breakfast, made my post workout shake, and gathered my belongings to shower with. Only to find out my membership tag is missing. I have searched high and low for this tag. I share this tag with a younger sister. Called her but to no avail. Text'ed her to no reply. I haven't seen her in 2 days and when I finally ran into her, her excuse was, "My phone ran out of charge!" and "I put it back where it was!" It bugs me when people need something, they know exactly where to go to find it. I also know exactly where to go to find it too but its not there when I go to that location. Why? I have found it in her gym bag before but I can't find her bag now. If you ever are at fault, always admit to it. You will be less hated when you admit things. You will most likely still be hated but it will be less severe - REMEMBER THIS.
Other than this, I am juggling school and work. I work full time and take 3 science classes with labs. I don't even have time to look at the time...of the day, week, or month. Okay I am exaggerating a bit but it does keep me busy. The only free time I have to unwind is at nights when I am online. I don't watch television so I don't keep up with t.v. shows, debates, news, etc. I am aware of important news that I read locally online.
I'm back! Ike made me grabbed my ankles and had his way with me for about 4 days without lube. It was torture but what can we do but to be prepared? When a hurricane comes, in the words of T.I. - "baby you can whatever you like..."
I have no updates except I went shopping today. Got more stuff I don't really need but figured I would splurge a bit since I've been working to much. I'm going to look so swag Thanks Sandy!
Thanks Sandy!
No entries for today. This picture deserves its own entry..